I am
haunted by Emmett Till. I remember hearing
about his death as a grade-school student and it blazed in my mind a vivid
realization of the scars of hatred and violence that my country regrettably bears. As I grow older I see the narrative in
different ways. I realize that Emmett
Till was not killed because his skin happened to be black and the skin of the
girl he spoke to happened to be white.
He did not die because he found himself in a state with a rather terrifying
history of lynchings. He did not suffer
because he lived in a time when skin pigmentation determined an individual’s
rights, protections and access to legal justice. Emmett Till died because some individuals were
so uncomfortable with themselves, so unsettled in their understanding of who
they are, that they acted out humanity’s tendency to violently strike down
something different. It is the same
propensity that I see acted out time and time again in my home country, adopted
country and every other context known to man.
The problem never is race, religion, culture, or “the way of times.” These are invariably mixed into the problems,
but they do not take away life. The
problem is that, ever since Cain struck down Abel, we continue to strike down
our fellow man when he exposes what we do not like about ourselves.
How
incredible it is then to remember Jesus who suffered the absolute worst of man’s
violence while never striking out in any way.
He taught a pure message that called for the enduring of violence (even
unto death) but never its administration.
In the end, Jesus demonstrated that even the worst of human violence can
be turned by God into something glorious. We see it in the cross where a vile and
disgraceful death was turned into the ultimate act of triumph, hope and life. We see it in Emmett Till, where a tragic
death catalyzed one of the greatest social movements of our times in the
American Civil Rights Movement. It may
have been a cold, heartless murder but it was not a loss in vain.
As
someone who spends his occupation working with children and youth, I can find
only little solace in the thought that one boy’s death was required to help
elevate and liberate countless other lives.
I feel the lament of Mamie Till, Emmett’s mother, when she writes in her
memoirs, “I
realized that Emmett had achieved the significant impact in death that he had
been denied in life. Even so, I had never wanted Emmett to be a martyr. I only
wanted him to be a good son. Although I realized all the great things that had
been accomplished largely because of the sacrifices made by so many people, I
found myself wishing that somehow we could have done it another way.”
In midst of the violence, war and death rampant in our times,
there are too many people who, like Emmett Till, have been sacrificed to death
when all they desire is life. Yet I do thank
God that He has shown us “another way” in Jesus. The one who ultimately suffered declares that
the suffering of those past and present will not be ultimate; he compels us to
be people of peace to bring a future of healing and hope to this world.
I conclude with Emmylou Harris's touching tribute song "My
Name is Emmett Till," a fitting call for this day and every day to
remember the past and build for a future.